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| Wow, it's been a really long time. to all my friends I'm really sorry i havent been signed on or anything. my computers been down for like two weeks. i'm writing this on my mom's laptop right now. i miss you guys and i really hope you see this because its been a while since i wrote anything. just so you guys know what i've been up to for the past 2 weeks i've been sitting in a classroom and learning. yeah thats right learning. see, i'm training to be a volunteer at the aquarium. i've been holding snakes and crap. the learning part of it is boring but eventually i'll get to take the animals out and stuff. everything else right now is pretty boring. kevin and cj went to the beach for a week (wish i could go) anyway i miss you guys SO MUCH!!! and i'm sorry for not being around. | | |
| hey peeps. i think im done
crying. for now anyway. its all
over. i guess i sort felt like this day would never
come. then it did. god it feels wierd not being
at st anthony. as long as i can remember thats where ive
gone to school and i dont even go there anymore. im like
depressed i guess. but im happy too. im sort of
mixed up right now. how am i supposed to feel?
i mean im sad that im leaving so much behind and then im happy that im
finally moving on. i could barely stop crying
today. every time i did something it was like, this
is the last time im ever gonna do this. I mean, im
never gonna eat lunch in that cafateria again, or say the prayer
in the morning with my class, or sit in one of those desks,
or stare out the bathroom window while im supposed to be doing my
business. im never gonna sit on that auditorium floor
again, or even wear that uniform. its like a whole part of
my life has been sort of closed off. all those things i
used to do every day without thinking, im never ever gonna do
again. i may never see some of these ppl again, and
that makes me want to apologize to them for everything i did but its
too late. and its too late to go back and change my mind.
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| Hey, sry i havent written anything lately.
things have been busy. you kno with the end of the year and
all. only 1 and a half days left and im already missing
everybody. today in religion we had like a totally sad like
thing. we all cried. except me and
sarah. but thats cuz were weird. oh
well. so much for this chapter of my life. im
gonna miss it.
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| only 7 days left. thank god. i
cant wait to leave this school. things r weird and im
confused. me and christin r like friends now.
and tons of ppl r mad at both of us. they think were
racist. wanna know y? cause we said they have
black ppl hair. which they do. wtf?
so as 2 of the 4 white girls in our grade we r a united
front. we gotta b otherwise we would get killed by evil
swarming mobs of paranoid black ppl. they always tell
us we have white ppl hair so whats the difference?
elizabeth even pulled the we were slaves once line. i cant
believce this tho. me? racist?
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. yea, so i kno i said tons of bad things about her but still. i dunno. 
. heres the site if u wanna see it - 
, but im just plain mean like that
. and i kno it was written b4 we "talked" but that was during while she was supposed to be all innocent
and hurt